Holla Familia!!!
So I am so sorry for the lack of an email to all
y'all for the past few weeks.. or well... pretty lame short ones.
Anywho. In all honesty Missionary work was super down hill during the
Holidays. No one was home... or if they were home... well they were home
with their families and wanted to spend time with them :) We were
kinda like the back up to a back up plan for people. Fun I know. So on
Christmas it was pretty great. In the morning we went to the
Burningham's. They are an awesome stellar family; that just is awesome, I
don't know how to even describe them. They are super busy though. Sister
Burningham is the Relief Society President, and Brother Burningham is
the assistant ward clerk and a Dentist!!! They do a ton in their
days. But anywho, they invited us over for Christmas Morning and they
got us stockings with toothbrushes, and toothpaste, and floss. Don't
worry everyone I will have good dental hygiene for the next... well
really long time. I could make an awesome floss ladder with all the
floss I got for Christmas this year :)
While we were at the Burningham's, Sister Thomson played her viola!
She plays it awesome!!! She doesn't realize how well she plays! I wish I
knew how to play a string instrument, but at the same time... I don't
mind just sitting in the crowd listening and being filled with de spirit
:) Sister Burningham's older sister was there for Christmas as well. She
is a pretty awesome lady as well. She was telling us how she and her
husband just got a job with Hershey in Pennsylvania and how they have
like a boarding school there for kids who want to have a better life
than the one that their family can or is giving them. How hard it is
that it is a completely religious free schooling area? So they have to
be really careful on what they say to the kids because they can get
fired if they share their beliefs. But she told us how neat it is to
work with kids that want a change in their life. They want something
better. They are actually motivated. It's sad that they aren't allowed a
Religious aspect of things. They go to a "non-denominational" sermon
type thing on Sundays. But it just isn't the same, as being filled with
light. But hey, at least they have Something!
After the Burningham's we headed over to the Crockett's to make
phone calls home. Funny thing that happened! Skype CRASHED!! well...
everything crashed at their house. and they even have like their own
internet connection system. So it was weird. Like none of the
missionaries were supposed to call home at that time. So I did get to
call home though so that was pretty great :) I got to hear Cindy and
half of the families updates on stuff. I was kinda just soaking it all
in. Not really saying anything. I didn't really know what to say. But I
do know that I love my family and that they love me, and that even
though I didn't get to talk to all of them that I hope they know that I
love them very much! All of my family! They are a blessing to my life,
that I have not yet come to fully appreciate or understand. They have
taught me so much about different aspects of the gospel. Change is an
awesome thing. So Christmas was pretty fun, not as fun as back home
because there was no fireplace... :) but there were pretty cool
missionaries: Elder Simmons, Dean, Raffensparger, and Hughes. As well as
the Missionary Couple: Beagley's. and the Crockett's are pretty cool.
The Crockett's bought us presents as well they are such giving people. They do so much for us missionaries.
Christmas should be remembered all through the year. In our hearts.
A forever giving. What can we give to another, what can I change to
become better; who can I be a friend too? It's a forever changing
process. We need to remember Christ all year long. Not just twice a
year. Easter and Christmas. Not just on Sundays. But always in all
things that people do. I guess I don't blame others for not remembering
Christ all year long. I know that before my mission it didn't even
register in my mind. But when we make an effort to see Christ and God
working in our lives Oh how we are blessed or more happy are we. We can
see that God does really care about us and what we go through. He cares
about the little things. Because they matter to us. God is our loving
Heavenly Father - I have learned of his character here on my mission.
Who he really is to me. Who Christ is to me. Who others are to me. I
have never asked a 'What If' question since deciding this Gospel was true.
I do ask the questions of Who, Where, and Why. But these questions
bring me closer to God. because they are something I sincerely want to
answer and understand. They don't always come in the way I want them
too. Like a billboard, or a spiritual shovel to the head. But I learn it
the way God knows that I will remember and grow from it.
Another Experience I had.. Was on New Years day. because we didn't
do anything on New Years Eve... well we did, but learning how to play
pokemon on my mission doesn't really sound like a thing that needs to be
shared. :) Oh but we did find out where everyone was going for
Transfers. At least one person in each companionship was leaving in our
zone. Except Sister Thomson and I we are the only one that isn't
changing. Sister Sholle is leaving (she is our STL) and guess who is
replacing her? Sister Richards!!!!!! My Mother!!! (aka my trainer).
AAHHH!!!! I totally guessed it too. I just knew that she was coming
here. I don't know why. But she is an amazing missionary and this area
needs her. Anywho, we found out where everyone was going and then we
headed home because we weren't allowed to stay up all night as we
thought we could (we stayed out till 10!) Sooo on New Years was P-day
because Transfers was the next day. We did all of the usual stuff, but
we knew that everyone was leaving. So it was a bit sad... But also all
of the Libraries and such places were closed as well. Soooo... yeah.
Anywho, For our last P-day together with everyone we watched "Ephraims
Rescue". Such a good movie. 17 Miracles is pretty awesome too. But it
just was something special to watch "Ephraim's Rescue". After the Movie was
over, Sister Reed and Sholle were going through their messages that
they received during the movie and they found some pretty devastating
news to end their transfer on. One of their Investigators dropped them,
and another lady in the ward that they had been visiting every week for
two transfers had died. They didn't know how, or why. But things have
just gone so down hill these past few weeks that all emotions went
loose. It was a very emotional moment. The Elders stood awkwardly there
because they can't really give any comfort... I myself am not very good
at comforting people, I'm still kind of an awkward person around emotions.
It still isn't my strong point, but I discovered something as I tried
my best to comfort them. The importance of Love. I have learned while I
have been out here, how to look into peoples eyes. To see what is on the
inside. It's kinda freaky sometimes, when it happens. I can't remember
what I said or talked about. but I knew that I discovered something
about Love. Wonders and miracles happen with the key which is love.
Charity. Embrace it. To truly know and understand it and to be able to
give/show it to others you must understand and know how it applies in
your life. De love that our Heavenly Father has for you, me, and
everyone. Love is the Key to figuring things out and making it work. God
loved us so much that he found out a way for us to be able to return to
him. As you give love, You must learn how to accept it as well. God
loves us, but we must learn how to accept it or understand it. Love is
such a complicated yet simple thing. It has boggled my mind forever. I
know it is important. Just getting that through my head is the hard
part.
So that is how this Transfer ended. In tears and learning different things.
This
new Transfer is something different and amazing. The different part is
that our phone has been having problems. So we decided that it was time
to get a new one... unfortunately they decided to deactivate and send
our activated phone in the mail to us. It was supposed to arrive last
Saturday... It still hasn't come... SOOO having no phone is awesome!
NOT! you don't realize how much you use it until it is GONE! This is why
I cherish our car now, because I don't want it to go away. It's
flipping cold out here, but there is no snow. But the amazing thing
about this Transfer is the difference in the Spirit. With the new
Missionaries. This area received the powerhouse of missionaries, and you
can feel it. We had our first district meeting on Saturday (two days
after Transfers) I saw Sister Richards for the first time.... in oh such a
long time!! It was wonderful seeing her. The Spirit that was in that
meeting was awesome. It is going to be a good Transfer. I just need to
learn how to change to follow with this spirit. I have lost all things
and I am ready to gain new. It has been a struggle this last transfer,
but I am ready for a change. But it's gunna be a hecka lot of work.
My Motto for this time is: You haven't failed until you quit trying; Live, laugh, love, llamas!
I love you all. I pray for each of you. I hope you are all doing well. Be good!!!
Loves,
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